Stop at 2?!?! I suddenly feel like having 3 or even 4 =p

Yes, its true, suddenly I feel like having not just 1 more, but 2 or even 3 more kids =)
Ok, I know this is so unlike me, but mayb cos of the events that had happened recently, I find life too fragile, too unpredictable. So if having children r a blessing, I should have as many as possible....

I know Kelvin is getting a bit worried. I told him the other day:"Dear, dont u sometimes feel like even having 1 more is not enough? Cos I sometimes really feels like having more than 2 kiddos."
Kelvin, looked at me in shocked:" I only want to let Kion have a sibling, 1 more is enough."

Ask me, at the age of 28, when is my happiest moment & I would answer without any doubts that it is NOW, it has got to b NOW!!! Being a mother is my calling, I may not b a perfect Mum or Wife, but I try my best 2 give my best & now is now, I have never felt my life being more fulfilling than now although I have unfinished household chores everyday, things which I planned to do but not done in mind for months, I really love every seconds n mins of my life now & I strive to do better everyday.

Sometimes I ask myself, Y did I only realized what I wanted after so long??? Had I realized earlier, things might have been different....
There r many things in life which r not up to us to decide, but those which I have choices, I'm not gonna live it up to fate. I will work hard to plan my own destiny =)