My 2011 Resolution???

Yes, 2011 resolution!!!

Ok, for those who knows me well enough would surely had guessed correctly; what else can it be than to lose some extra kilos...=p
I know I had spend half of my 27yrs of life trying 2 lose weight without much success & maybe I should just give up, but who doesn't wanna b prettier, thinner, or maybe I should say, just weighing slightly above being under-weight=p

Anyway, Kion's starting school after we return from Tokyo & with the longer school hours, hope I can shed some kilos from doing extra classes @Amore.

Time flies, Its already the 4th day of yr2011. It also mean that Cynthia has left us for 1yr 4days.... I will always remember this dear friend of mine, she was a darling to me....

Life is full of irony, Cynthia & I were so different, so different we were that it seems like being BFF was the last thing possible. Yet maybe this is what called 'opposite attracts'.
We knew each other since days @PYPS, I was a transferred student & didnt had many friends. She was in the last class while I was in the 3rd. She played volleyball & was in our school team while I played basketball.
I rememeberd seeing her cheering 4 me during 1 of the basketball tournament we had with AMK PS. The volleyball team had just finished their game & Cynthia urged the teachers 2 go support our basketball team=)

Cynthia & I always hung out together bcos @ that time, Daddy & Mummy were too busy with their biz & sad 2 say, neglected me. My after school days would be 2 hang ard in their shop till 10pm when they close shop. As Cynthia was the rebellious one, always didnt wanna stay @home, we would always stick @places near my parents shop 2 pass time. Our fav hung-out when we were 12yrs, were the basketball courts @Khatib. She was always very out-spoken, making conversation with the guys @the basketball courts, borrowing basketballs from them so that we could play our own game. With her around, I was never lonely & didnt have 2 be afraid. She was forever protecting me like a big sister caring 4 her younger sis...

As we grew older, my character didnt changed & neither did hers. I think the only common interest we had after 18yrs old, was 'drinking', sad 2 say, maybe 'binge drinking'... We were always drinking together, partying together & even Kelvin, my hubby, was screened through by her, in fact, highly recommended by her, as a good choice 2 me.

Yet after getting married` & pregnant, the time I had for Cynthia seems to b lesser & lesser... The last time we counted down for X'mas was in 2009, I still carry the chain she gave me in my bag... As Kion grew older, I began 2 concentrate on her more & slowly neglected not only my friends, but also my own social life. It is only then that I began 2 realize y didnt my mummy had any close friends, cos I'm slowly beginning 2 turn like her, turning down parties & such just 2 spend the nights with Kion....

I still remembered Cynthia calling me @0000 on 1-1-2010 to wish me Happy New Year! She promised 2 go 2 Kion's Bday celebration, told me about her dreams finalising & so many things that it was really unbelivable when Rykiel called me the next day telling me that she was gone =(

Life is really too unpredictable, we will never know what is gonna happen next... Dear Cynthia, I miss u! I really misses u a great big deal! Sometimes when I sit down & think of u, I still cant accept the fact that u r gone forever...