time flies. Out of a sudden, u r 3yrs old n coming to 4yrs next Jan. I wonder how did u grow so fast, the fact that I am with u everyday, yet didnt noticed how much u grown day by day.
Maybe this is y people says: A child will always b like a "baby" in the eyes of his/her parents.
My girl, I may not b the perfect Mom, in fact, I am far from being perfect. But pls believe me when I say that I am trying, trying very hard, to b one.
Sometimes I see happiness in ur eyes & I feel it, it makes me very happy too =) but sometimes, I see fear in the exact same pair of eyes that showed happiness & I felt sad, sad that u fear me, sad that I made u scared =(
Kion, seeing ur rehersal on sat made me realized how much u have grown. U r no longer the timid & quiet little girl like u once was @WeeCare. U r so tall, so brave & so talkative now =p
Lol....
That day when u asked me what would I do if u were my daughter again in Heaven, I was shocked by ur qns cos who would have expected a 3yrs old to ask this kind of Qns. But nevertheless, I was so happy to see how glad u were when I replied that I would b soooooo HAPPY if u were my daughter agin in heaven =))
Dear girl, pls remember that Mummy may not b the Best, but Mummy is really trying very hard 2 improve every single day. Sometimes, Mummy really wishes time would slow down & let me savour all the moments we have together. Time really waits for no men, think now, I finally understand what this means....
